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I AM ETERNAL AND IMMORTAL
I am a being that is eternally young.
I am wildly, vastly creative.
I am the embodiment of all that I desire.
On my 50th birthday I told my wife that I was going to live for ever. Her immediate response was “I don’t think I want to do that” and then proceeded to list her reasons why she would be living a ‘normal’ span of years. At the end of it I remember saying, “But you don’t understand … I’m opening the gates to something new.”
Back then I didn’t have the language to describe what I felt but I knew it had nothing to do with age: it was the possibility of having the consciousness to experience eternity. I didn’t know what would happen if I died but I suspected that I would be completely lucid in passing back to non-physical beingness.
Hah! Little did I know that three years later I would have a near-death experience, where my thought “So this is how it ends” came as I was repeatedly rammed against a wooden fence by an irrate cow. No I didn’t die, but it started my research into physical embodiment. I had exploded a thought barrier about what death was and now I wanted to find out what life could be, in all its glorious possibilities. I had a vision of a new physicality emerging.
I’ve experienced a vast shift in myself in past years through expanding my relationship with life. Instead of seeing myself as a human being with a barely perceptible energy field, I experienced a limitless flow of energy through my body. In my view (of what is real), my energy field is the cosmos and my consciousness encompasses all of that.
My lived experience is that I am a blend of the physical and the non-physical in perfect union. And the physical effect of that is a relaxed, sustainable rhythm that’s unaffected by the passing of time. I may go through physical changes and energy shifts but essentially my focus is upon growth: the potential for the amazing and the unimaginable to occur.
You can read about the body of work that I’m developing in this area, from the articles on my blog at http://www.sourcingphysicality.com/blogthis/category/immortality/.